7/14/2021- God I love you, Dream. My boss caught me watching your videos again so he restricted my phone from the building Wi-Fi so that's why I haven't tuned into your stream today like I always do. But its OK because I have pictures of you saved on my phone to pleasure myself to. Don't worry about me, Dream, just keep making content for me and I will watch it when I get home from work. I'll catch up when I get home, I promise, Dream. But for now I have business to attend to. I cant help but touch myself to the thought of watching your videos, Dream. Its like my hands magically wander down to my penis while watching your videos. Watching your videos is just too "exciting" for me to handle. I cant help it. I just cant help it, Dream. I have tried watching your videos without masturbaiting but the urge to stroke my hog until I cum all over your Minecraft stream is too strong to ignore. I have even tried cuffing myself to the bedframe while watching your stream but I ended up ejaculating all over myself and all over the bed thinking about you using your mouth to pleasure my naughty cock while watching your stream without the help of my hands.

 I am so close to getting fired because I keep flaking work to watch your streams and videos while touching myself and fantasizing about you expertly handling my cock, but quite frankly, I don't care, as long as I have your videos to watch. I would rather become homeless than to stop watching your videos, Dream. One time I caused an incident at work where I beat a coworker to death because that little fucking bitch was talking shit about you. Luckily, the boss didn't find out who did it because we where alone and there are no cameras in the office. Sometimes I really miss John we have been friends since as long as I can remember. We both got a job in the same department so we could work together. I really respected John before I heard the vile bullshit he said about you, Dream, but I would do it again if I had to. Nobody gets to disrespect you like that, Dream, not when I'm around. John deserved it. I will kidnap a thousand children before I let John disrespect you. I will beat my own parent to death before I let John disrespect you. I will kill myself before I let John disrespect you. I will do anything before I let anyone else disrespect you, Dream.

 I will kill myself for you, Dream. I feel ashamed about letting John say those things about you and I believe I was acting neglectful even letting him mutter those words to me. I tried talking to my therapist about my suicidal thoughts but all the therapists I have had couldn't handle what I tell them and refuse to provide an ear to me. They just don't understand what I feel for you, Dream. I feel that we could have gotten married, Dream, But I will be dead by tonight after I catch up on your stream and get one last lustful tribute to you, my God. If John is not alive to be tortured for what he said about you I will have to pay with blood in honor of you, God. I am truly sorry that I let John say those things about you and he is now rotting in hell for his words. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you, dream.