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Description: [M4f] Craving Pain
Submitted by Snooooza on June 17, 2021

*zapping through tv-station*
*sigh*

“Come on…no I don’t want to buy an air-fryer…”
*zap-zap*

“No… I don’t want know the latest weight loss secret…hmm…diet pills…late-night talk shows …nostril trimmers….jeeezz…when did night-time tv turn into such a snooze-fest of commercial propaganda…*chuckle*…maybe uncle Stew is right…maybe the government is trying to brainwash us…little by little…”

*zap-zap-zap*
*creepy suspenseful music*

“Bingo!”

*sound of movie beginning* 

*shout over shoulder*
“Hey, Smiley!...They are doing a re-run on channel five of that David Fincher movie you like…you know the one…the girl with a dragon tattoo…?”

*slight pause*
“Hmm?...Maybe she didn’t hear me…she’s going to kill me if I watch it without her…”
*grunt*

*get up from sofa and walk towards listeners bedroom*

*knock on the door*
“Yo, Smilez…you awake?...Yeah?…*open door as listener answers*… guess what they are showing on tv toni-… *gasp*….oh shit…sorry!”

*uncomfortable laugh*
“Didn’t realize you where change – no I’m not looking I – *woosh*…*thud*…*chuckle*…Hey did you just throw a pillow at my face?- *pause*…What the… fuck?...What happened to your back!?”

*You rush over to listener as she tries to cover herself with her shirt*
“Hey, what the fuck happened?!...Let me see…what do you mean Its nothing?…that did not look like nothing to me…did you fall on your back or- or did somebody hurt you?…– ”

*pause* 
“What do you mean I’M overreacting…this is nothing?!...Look at me…no…LOOK at me…I need you to tell me what happened…did someone do that to you?...who was it…was it that prick you went on a date with last weekend?!…because if it was him I swear to god I’ll – What do you mean you have it under control?…smiley…*voice grows vulnerable*… please…just…just tell me if I need to take you to the hospital or call a fucking doctor because that did not look like nothing…”

*slump down on listeners bed *
“Its not like that?...Then what is it like huh?”

*shaky sigh*
“I mean…you are…okey?...Yeah?...Because you’d tell me if someone hurt you, right?...”
*listener sinks down on the bed beside you*

“You’re my best friend, smiley…just the thought of someone laying their hands on you…”
*low menacing growl*
“I would kill–“

“I know you said it’s not like that…but you need to tell me what’s going on…I mean you have marks on your back and I could make out handprints on your fucking ass…just tell me because my mind is going one hundred miles a minute…and I can’t get the fucking image out of – “ 

“Wha- What are you calling me a worrywart for?...I do not fuss…Okey…*relived*…now you’re just offending me for no reason…well sorry for almost getting a heart attack…”

*pause*
*Humorless chuckle*
“Well at least I know that its only your ass that’s bruised, and not your twisted sense of humor…”

Defensive: “I did not check out your ass!...Well I didn’t mean to anyway…It was just…right there in plain sight…I mean…don’t get me wrong, smiley…you’ve got a gorgeous ass and…no! Shit…What I meant to say is…Shit, I suck at this…fuck…”
*cover your face with your hands*
*groan in frustration*

“Huh?...why are you taking my hand?...To calm me down?...You’ve got it all wrong…I should be the one comforting you… not the other way around…*pause*…*chuckle*…yeah…its working…”

Softly: “Can you please just tell me what the hell is going on?...Yes…Yes I would very much like it if you told me…I mean for all I know, you were caught by a bear in the woods and mauled…”

“Hm?...Why are you blushing?...Because its private?...Private how?…Come on smilez…you know you can tell me anything in the world…I would never judge you…”

“What?...You mean…this is from…?…Oh…Oooh…The bruises are from a night together with that prick, huh?...are you sure?...I see…no, nothing…*exasperated*…well…sorry if I have a hard time accepting that…”
*pause as listener talks to you*

“Well I have a hard time recalling ever taking a girl so hard she’s left with bruises and welts on her body…”
*pause*

“Have I never smacked an ass or two??...Fucking christ, smiley…are you being serious right now?”

“No I mean…of course I have…its just…the state of you…for a second there I thought something really bad had happened…I’m not exaggerating! That’s a fucking amateur move if I ever seen one…you never leave marks that are going to be permanent…”

“I sound like I know what I’m talking about?..well…that’s because I do…”

“Anyway….I care about you and seeing your skin all marked up like that…it made me go into…I don’t know…overprotective-mode, I guess…”

*pause as you listen to listener explaining*
“So that’s your thing, ey?...Getting spanked…hit…you like it?...mmm…Not the pain itself…just the feeling of being powerless…I see…”

“I don’t know if I’m relived or more worried to be honest …*mumble*…what if someone actually hurt you for real?”

“huh?…what was that?...*chuckle*…Nothing…nothing its just…don’t get me wrong …its kind of hard to believe that a prim and proper goodie too-shoes, such as yourself, likes it…”rough” in bed…with rough being an understatement…”

“Say…you can tell me to shut up if this question is too invasive, but…but how rough are we talking exactly?...Like, yeah…Pain-wise…”

Thoughtfully: “A lot…you like it when someone hits or strikes you…the harder the better?...It lets you lose control and trust someone fully…and the feeling of it…gets you off…”

“No…Im not judging… I said I’m not judging!...I’m just…surprised that’s all… and you trust this other guy?...somewhat?….Jesus Christ…”

*pause*
“…hmm?...why am I looking at you like that?...Like what?... all intrigued and stuff?”
*chuckle*

“Guess…I’m just now realizing how little we actually know about each other…no…hey…hey…not like that!...What I’m saying is…*lower voice and mumble softly*…If I’d known you liked getting manhandled that much…I would’ve saved you the trouble of finding boring dates and spanked you raw myself…”

*pause*
“What do you mean it could never happen?...Because it’s a bad idea?...You mean equally as bad as meeting up with complete strangers and trusting them with your body?...At least with me, you know you’re safe…and besides…you cant deny our chemistry…aw come on…you like me as more than a friend and you know it!”

“Oh stop squirming and acting all innocent…just give me one good reason why you and me is a bad idea?....because….it goes against the roommate-rule?…and what rule is that?...Oh, the one about us promising never to sleep with each other?...*chuckle*…gotcha…”
*shift on the bed*

“You know smiley…usually I would oblige your imaginary rules about utensils on the right side of the dishwasher…pillows that must never touch the floor or even the sageing of our apartment against evil spirits…not sleeping together is a bullshit rule…and tonight…after all of this…I’m not sure I can…*whisper*…follow it…”

*Pounce on listener*
*yank on her hair*
“What am I doing?...I am…grabbing your…hair and pulling your head… back…oh…your eyes just widened…you where not expecting that…where you?...”

*chuckle*
“No…you never thought that I had it in me…well that is your mistake…”

“You know…since you were being so good and honest…letting me in on your little secret…I’ll let you in of one of mine…I have wanted to get my hands on you since the day we moved in together…you say you like it rough, baby…well…I can give you rough…”

*hard dominating kiss*
*panting*
*groaning* 

“Im going to devour you…*kiss*…your pretty smile…*kiss*… your gorgeous body…*kiss*…Forget that other guy…you know you can trust me more…you want this?...*deepen kiss*…come on…just give in to it…*kiss*…I promise you wont regret it…”

*kiss deepens and grow more hungry and breathy as listener accepts your advances*  

“Safeword…*kiss*…what’s your safeword?...Beetlejuice?...*chuckle*…do you have to say it three times?...*laugh*…*kiss*…fine, baby girl…now remember to use it if it gets too out of hand, yeah?...Yeah?...good…*kiss*…because I’m not stopping until I hear you say it…that understood?...”

*deepen kiss*
“Come here…yeah…lean forward…”
*loud smack*

“O-ohhoh…that must have hurt…mmm…your ass is still bruised and swollen from the other guy, I bet…hmm…show me what he did to you sweetheart… Show me the darkest part of you…I promise…I wont shy away from it… I want to see it…mhm…take that shirt off and turn around…”

*clothes rustling* 

*breathe in through clenched teeth*
“He really did work you over good…didn’t he?…Your back has lash marks all over…mmm…some are too deep I think…sloppy …can’t have that, smilez…not anymore, that understood?...”

*loud smack*

“I said…is that understood?...mhm…good girl…and from now on when you feel the urge for someone leaving bruises on your skin…who will you turn too?...*spank*…That’s right…Me.”

*Multiple hard spanks*
*chuckle*

“Such pretty whimpers…”
*a couple of harder spanks*

“Hey, now…I know your ass’s sore…so I won’t abuse it too much…*soft chuckle*…do you think you can handle me dragging your panties over your cheeks…or do you just want them pulled to the side?...”
*clothes rustling*

“Ahh…good girl…*kiss*…*whispers*… now…push forward onto your hands and knees and arch your back …”

“Fuck…look at you, gorgeous…god, you’re pretty…what was that?...Its embarrassing?...No baby, no…there is nothing embarrassing about this…besides…I bet you’ve done far crazier shit than this…now hush… let me look at you…”
 
“Hmm…never took you for a masochist, …no, here I was going around thinking you where such a pure little angel…meanwhile you were walking around playing me for a fool…craving some danger and edge to your life…” 

Whisper: “You should have been more careful…baby girl…because…If you’d been more observing…you would have realized that I have a knack for giving as good as I get…and if you trust yourself to me…all of yourself…I will give you everything you crave…everything you need…mmh…is that a whimper I hear?...Is this turning you on, smiley?”

*loud spank*

“Stop lying sweetheart, you’re too wet for that… Just look at that dripping wet pussy… waiting for me…She’s so lonely isn’t she?…Hasn’t had any of the cock you’re so desperate for….You’re just dying to be filled up, aren’t you?...mmm… You’d let me fuck you against your bedroom wall, If I wanted to…”

*soft kiss*
“But not tonight…no…can’t get your back more soar than it already is…we will just have to make do like this…with you on all fours…”
*bite*

“Mmm…yeah…moan for me…let me hear how pretty you sound when I bite down hard on your thigh…just below those bruises…aah…”
*bite*

*chuckle*

“Feels nice?...mmm…what if I just slowly drag my index finger along your lips…slowly…along your slit…*wet sounds*…up and around that tight little hole…further and further up…all the way to your clit and…”

*wet slap*

“Spank you right where I know you will feel it the most…”

*multiple wet spanks*
“Aww, baby…you like it so much you’re practically sobbing…”
*continue spanking*

“Such a good girl…mmm…no stay still…no…no…Im going to grab both of your wrist…and pin them behind your back…so I can get a better hold of you…*chuckle*…you need more?...Do you now?...and what is it that you need?...You need my cock?...Is that it?”

Growl: “Don’t boss me around, smiley…”
*wet slap*

“I’ll do it when I’m ready.”

*multiple hard slaps*

“Is this where you want it greedy girl?...Hmm…is this where you want it?...Where I’m pushing my fingers in?”
*wet sounds and fingerfucking*

“So greedy…mmm…fuck…look at you pushing back onto my fingers…”

“…Soon…baby girl… soon”
*fingerfucking sound*
“You’ll get what’s coming to you…”

*groan*
“You can’t take it? Then what do you want, sweetheart?... use your words…mhh…you want me to fuck you like the world is ending?...”

*lout spank*
“God, I’ve been waiting to hear those words for a year…Come here..”
*make out*
*grunt*
*breathy kisses*

*belt buckle being undone*
*clothes being tossed to the floor*

“What am I doing with the belt?...*devious chuckle*…*loud smack as you test the belt against your palm*…just…testing its durability…oh no…I’m not going to use it on your ass or back…for now…no…I have another thing in mind…here…hold on to the headboard for me…that’s it…and now let me just loop the belt and…put it around your neck…just like a collar…”

Whisper softly: “Fuck…you’re so beautiful…this okey?...Yeah?...not too tight?...*chuckle*…what if I just tug on it and…aaah…the way you gasped…never done this before, have you?...don’t worry…I’m going to make this really good for you, smiley…really good..”

*grind up against listener from the back*

”What’s wrong?...what do you mean you didn’t realize how big I was?...Come on baby, you knew it was there….Its always there…hoping you’ll need it…you know…Whishing I was inside this pussy of yours has cost me a lot of fucking sleep…and finally…we’ll both know what it feels like…roommate-rule be damned…”

*groan*
*wet sounds as you slowly sink into the listener*
 
“Christ, baby….That pussy is the sweetest thing I’ve ever felt…mhh..shit… You’re pulling on me with every, tight, little inch of you….I cant take it anymore… 
You still want to be used? You want that hard fuck? Yeah?”

*slam into listener and start fucking without abandon* 

“Mmm…I know…I know…I feel it too…fuuuck…”

*listener starts to meet your thrusts and plead for you to go harder*

“shhh…baby…calm down…calm down…*grit through teeth*…calm – Fuck!”
*sound of belt buckle tightening around listeners neck*

Said through labored breathing: “I said, calm down…Respect that my dick is on a goddamn hair trigger where you’re concerned…Getting you to orgasm before I go off is going to take all my concentration….So keep the begging to a minimum for my sanity’s sake, yeah?...otherwise I will choke you out with that belt around your throat…Is that understood?”

*slap*
“Oh you like it when I slap you?”
*hard slap*

“Is that it?...mmm…fuck your eyes are watering from the pleasure…What do you say when someone gives you what you want?...*slap*… that’s right…you say: Thank you…”

*fucking going back to a slow but punishingly hard pace*
“Thats it smilez…you’re not in charge here… I am….”

*groan*
*moan*
“I’ll give you just enough to keep you on the edge…ah…you like feeling helpless?...you like not being in control?...I can tell …you’re clenching down on me like a fucking vice…argh!”

*slamming of bodies*
*fucking speeds up*

“Yeah take it…take it… Take what your pussy needs, baby. Take what I need to give you…mhm…mhm…”

*fucking sounds*

“Fuck…let me…rub your clit while I tighten my grip on the belt…yeah…yeah…yeah….what if I pinch you right here, humm?...Pinch your fucking clit between my fingers….Oh fuck, you going to cum like this?...you are, aren’t you?...You dirty girl…fuck…do it…do it!”

*Intense fucking*
*slight fading of sound and ringing in ears as listener starts to get choked out*

“Cum for me!...That’s it…That’s it baby…ARGH!”
*thrusting slows down*
*sound of ringing stops as listener comes to*
*wet sounds*
*gasping*
*loud heartbeat*

“Hey, hey Hey!?...Its okey…its okey…I’ve got you, smiley…I’ve got you …”
*clattering as you slip belt off listeners neck*

*groan*
“That’s going to leave a mark…mmm…come here…”

*kiss*
*drag listener against you and snuggle*

“That was…yeah…*chuckle*…intense…shit you’re still clenching…*strangled moan*…no, I’m not pulling out…I’m just turning us over so I’m not crushing you…”

*lazy kisses* 

“You know…I never thought this would happen…neither did you, huh?…*chuckle*…I’ll tell you what…that was one heck of a fuck…mmm…thank you for trusting me with your body, smiley…I promise I will take care of you from now on…what do I mean from now on?...I mean…Your mine…and I’m keeping you…forget that other asshole…”

“This is a whole other side of me that you didn’t know existed?...what can I say gorgeous…I cant wait to show you more of it..”

*chuckle*
*kiss*

The End