I have a medical condition which I thought made me completely infertile. This has been very difficult for me to deal with, not only not being able to have kids, but also not being able to ejaculate or so I thought. Last week while while messing around I ejaculated to my complete surprise. Since then I have been able a few more times. I have no one in my life that I can talk to about this or even my medical condition and I just needed to let it out. To anyone out there who thinks they may have a medical condition similar to mine please go see a doctor! The sooner your doctor can start helping you the better it will be for you. Don't be like me and wait many years before seeing a doctor out of embarrassment.