Up until recently, I was never able to masturbate to orgasm. I never knew really how to, but I was always secretly horny. This led to a lot of trouble with girls because I was trying to achieve an orgasm, yet I never did. Yet one day, in the shower I was beating my cock when I suddenly I found a technique that felt really good, so I kept doing it then blew my first ever load. I was astonished. With this newfound knowledge I went to school itching to try again and again to masturbate. That same day I masturbated (and cummed) 5 times. My cock was so sore and red. But I did not stop. The next few days I'd keep fapping multiple times with succession each time. My mind has cleared up so much I no longer consistently feel horny. In fact I now have a girlfriend and feel much more down-to-earth with myself. But now whenever I try to get horny, my penis refuses to get an erection. It takes me several minutes of mental stimulation before I can get hard. I'm worried that my cock is now afraid of me. AITA?