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Submitted by cummy on January 17, 2022

Hey guys, I feel like I've committed one of the worst sin by stepping on Quran on purpose. I know that's extremely embarrassing and stupid, but I was in a emotional phase hearing so many bad news about Muslims doing terrible things, like honour killing, terrorism and stuff (I know they don't represent the majority of Muslims). I was so mad that I got that book on the floor and stepped on it blaming it for all the disasters that happened (I know I'm stupid). I was 18 back then. Now it's been 4 years, but it still haunts me and keeps me up at nights, like why did I do it? Why the did I disrespect the book? I wish time-travel existed, so I could back on time and undo it. I feel extreme overwhelming regret where I feel like my heart hurts sometimes. Guys I'm so terrible for acting on my emotions and committing this type of sin. I wanna ask Allah for forgiveness, but I don't know if he forgives such sin? Please somebody comfort me and give me hope. I always try to be nice with people, help them if i can, never committed crimes like stealing or murdering or anything. But for doing this i feel like the worst fucking creature. I don't have any karma cuz this is new account, so I think no one is going to notice this, but still I hope someone sees it and comment something. Seriously guys, I'm feeling suicidal. I just don't know what to do anymore. "Oh Allah please forgive me. I was not thinking properly, I was acted on my emotions and extreme anger. You are my creator and you understand me the most. I feel ashamed for even asking for forgiveness"